everytime there is a video project, my tendency is to drop people and responsibilities and devote 100% to that project. in my mind, every ounce matters. tonight, i thought differently. as i walked back home at the late hour of 1AM, i felt my footsteps get heavy and thought of my grandmother who i didn't see all day. i thought about how i didn't really tell her i wasn't come home early and imagined her waiting for me. was i just like that business man who'd pick up and leave for weeks? was i like that pastor who devoted more time to others than his own family? i thought ab out people who passed away in the midst of their busy lives. they didn't even get a chance to say goodbye to their loved ones. they thought they'd get a chance to do it after their important duties were accomplished. what is so important to me? where are my priorities? if i stay on this path any longer, i will become a more self-absorbed self centered egotistical person. i don't want that anymore. i don't want to waste my life.