OIL

OIL was such a blessing.
I felt encouraged, affirmed and refreshed.
many lessons from the past were reaffirmed.
One thing I felt called to repent over was the way I treated family.
All my life I thought I was a good sister, but I wasn't. I don't know how to be committed, loyal, consistent or loving. I suck at it.
The song "pleasing to you" really spoke to me.
This is the year of "white" and it's a year that I want to set apart for Christ -- to be holy, pure, setapart and in Christ. The song "pleasing to you" speaks to all these things.

I feel broken and contrite over how I treated family. I felt God really calling me to repent over these relationships. As I'm thinking about this, I can think back to relationships from church that i have neglected, taken for granted and left -- because I didn't want to get hurt, because I was afraid...etc.

(to be continued)